Barked: Fri Aug 17, '12 11:24pm PST |
 |  |  |  | Right now I am just trying to remember how to breathe. I think back on the times that I dog sat him before he became a part of my family and I smile a little but my heart is so empty. We went and looked for a marker to put on his grave today and it seemed so unreal. Then when we got home I went to feed the dogs and picked up his bowl. I filled it and started to go back to his room. My husband looked at me and said "honey what are you doing?" I looked at him and replied "going to feed Katana." My hubby got up walked over took the bowl away and said "honey hes not there. Hes not gonna be hungry anymore remember." I have cried ever since off and on. It helps having other dogs around but I am having trouble just trying to remember how to breathe. I miss my buddy |  |  |  |  |
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